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Desperation

How do we know when we are truly desperate? A lot of times i came across me, and others, undergoing that moment of tense and willingness to just fuck everything and be gone with it. Yet, 2 minutes later, we just cool off and start giving excuses to our own selves, and justifying to our own ass on why we can still give it another chance.

We practically lose to our ourselves.

It’s a weighing between “i wanna get the fuck out of his situation” and “am i really will be able to bear that alternative?” - constant doubt of what we might not be able to do in order to survive.

It’s hard. But in desperation, i mean, REAL desperation, there won’t even be any time for this kind of blog post?

Hm.....

//alak

Money Bitchin'

I need to stop bitchin' bout money. I won't stop worrying bout it, but i'll stop saying it.

HE has a HIS sunnah for all of us, and as servants, we are ought to keep pn striving and tawakkal to HIS qada', and hope our hardwork can affect our qadar.

Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin..

//adam

Helpless, as i have always been :|

You know that feeling? When you feel helpless? Thats me. Now. :(

"Mu ni dop panda berterus terang"

A quote of a good frined, to me, "Mu ni dok oanda berterus terang."

Apparently i am not good at that, at all. :(

//adam

Resources

I need to save up money for my marriage, and now MacBook is going tits up on me.. :(

Take care of your health, and take care of us.

I'm serious sayang.. I really don't like it when yr company is so damn stingy, yet you rather have 13 hours of your life in that office. Not funny at all. 

:/