Why the title? Coz this is few matters, stack as one.
Matter 1
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Its been a while.. (again!?) yeah, it's been a while since my last heart rambling on blogspot. But i can't help it. sometimes when i want to blog, i dont have a connection or a proper pc.. damn! really considering those Digi 3G plans now.. but i personally prefer Maxis.
Matter 2
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Been to my old U. And..? i still can't accept it. Tried, but deep down, i know i'm still barely holding on. Appetite loss. Mood swings. Phail decisions. Sometimes your heart try to convince you that everything is only just in your mindset, but hey, you apparently can't lie to your own body. It shows, physically. You can hold it emotionally, you can hide it from your own reflection, but you can't simply deny it. It's there and it's affecting you. Well, with 'you', i mean me. It affects me. Part guilt. Part dumb. Part stupid. Part regret. Hell lot of pure 0wnage phun. But no..... nothing in the end.
Thank You for coming, please try again next year.
Matter 3
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I did a stupid thing. I have not been my self. I have disappoint me, and i think i have disappoint her as well. -____-" But damage has been done. Let it be for now. I'll see how i can improvise, as i always do. And suck at it once more.
Matter 4
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A general tot. Everyone do listen to lyrics. They just dont realize it. o_0
/alak
