It's Not An Issue Of Trust #2

aku sokmo kate "kalau ngan awek/pasangan sdirik pun kene menipu, bek x yh kapel"
xsure kalau org kene stuju ayat ne, tp bg aku mmg ade basis la kan?

same goes ngan kawan.. trust them. there's reason why you stay friends so long.
realizing it or not, you have established that bond between you two.
you unconsciously sees him/her as a 'friend' which in a perspective, 'a person of my kind' whom relative meaning would be 'that human i somehow comfortable trusting'.

so.. trust them, they would understand you when you say things, they would respect you when you act them to, they would trust you when you need them to, they would listen when you demand to it, they would sob together with you, they would be a friend for you, if you allow them to.

then why so secretive? o.o

not whining.. just..... saying.

/alak

p/s: i kinda hate perubahan. :/

Melayu

Pucuk rambutan tidak berbuah,
Kunjung tak tiba, capai tak kemana,
Kias melayu jangan dicanggah.
Berbalik abu, hilang di muka.

/alak

Whats with that $!

The problem? We hv something to lose.
I would like to think it this way, my way.
we are not those Ritchie Rich bastards.
we are not those O&G engineers.
we are not those economics forecasters.
we are not wall street traders. (not yet..0.o?)

we got something to lose, well, a lot.
yea.. yea.. i know.. you have dollars and cents yet you can't buy time, and love  bla bla and what shit.
 but having extra $ means a wayyyyyyyyyy lot more less options to ponder.

Haih.. i want money.

Thanks.

Money Oriented Me,
/alak

jelly

i iz jelly.
jelly iz gullible.
gullible like pudding.
pudding supposed sweet.
but sour pudding can be.
sour iz no pudding.
sour pudding iz still jelly.
i iz jelly.

/alak

Teh o ais limau laici

Why the title? Coz this is few matters, stack as one.

Matter 1
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Its been a while.. (again!?) yeah, it's been a while since my last heart rambling on blogspot. But i can't help it. sometimes when i want to blog, i dont have a connection or a proper pc.. damn! really considering those Digi 3G plans now.. but i personally prefer Maxis.

Matter 2
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Been to my old U. And..? i still can't accept it. Tried, but deep down, i know i'm still barely holding on. Appetite loss. Mood swings. Phail decisions. Sometimes your heart try to convince you that everything is only just in your mindset, but hey, you apparently can't lie to your own body. It shows, physically. You can hold it emotionally, you can hide it from your own reflection, but you can't simply deny it. It's there and it's affecting you. Well, with 'you', i mean me. It affects me. Part guilt. Part dumb. Part stupid. Part regret. Hell lot of pure 0wnage phun. But no..... nothing in the end.

Thank You for coming, please try again next year.

Matter 3
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I did a stupid thing. I have not been my self. I have disappoint me, and i think i have disappoint her as well. -____-" But damage has been done. Let it be for now. I'll see how i can improvise, as i always do. And suck at it once more.

Matter 4
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A general tot. Everyone do listen to lyrics. They just dont realize it. o_0

/alak

Chomey!

Chomey! Sungguh pom! X nawok ni, mmg chumey! Sungguh2.. Haha XD /alak

Problem

i have a problem.
and i really, seriously can't solve it.
anyone can hear me out?

T__T

/adam

:)

I... like this song.

i can know

i can know when theres something not right somewhere within me.
each and every time.
most of the time i choose to ignore and act as if everything is as per my normal typical daily life of me.
but it just shows.
i mean, its me,
i know i am not right somewhere in me,
how can i be not wrong at the same time?
its just not right.
it shows.
people will see if there is something not right with me.
it shows.
and i know when theres something not right within me.
each and every time.
i may choose to ignore it now.
but it shows.
if not now, it will show.
again, i may choose to ignore it.
but it shows.
it does.
just like right now. o.o

/alak

nk gk maen @ @ haha

A - Soffian Ariff
D - Nik Damia Nabila
A - Raihanah Abdul Wahab
M - Muhammad Shahriman Samsudin

A - Yap AhmadAshraff
L - Lida Wan Hassan
A - Nik Khairul Amir
K - Mohamad Farhan

O - Mohd Azizi Othman
T - Nur A'thirah Zulkifly
H - Hanif Mokhtar
M - Mohamed Afif
A - Aalim Rozli
N - Nik Zarah

=p

/alak

New Toy

Gotten my hands on a video camera! at last! :D

Model : Panasonic HDC-SD80C
Specification (as what i remebered):

- 1080i at 50 fps or 1080p at 35fps
- 42x digital zoom
- HDMI out

ok dats it! XD

What do i get? i mean, the whole package? Here goes:

- The camera itself, the whole in-the-box stuff
- 1 x Tripod (full size)
- 1 x Class 4 16GB SDHC
- 1 x Class 10 8GB SDHC
- 1 x Battery (xtra! :D)
- 1 x Deuter back pack
- 1 x Complimentary Panasonic towel
- 1 x Complimentary Lumix 10th Anniversary strap
- 1 x Complimentary Panasonic compressed tshirt
- 1 x third party travel mini bag
- 1 x SD Card Holder key ring
- 1 x video camera pouch

Price? jeng jeng jeng~ "tokse oyapp~" XD

So, i'll see what fun can i have with this. Later o/

Edited:

Dem! i just discovered the HDMI cable is not included, just the multi-av out cable. hmmmm.. well, gppd enough. :/

/alak

Guns N' Roses - Patience

Sweet, cool classic! :)

/alak

Fish Chocolate

Last night. Me, you, your mom, her and him. It was nice.
He called me, and i heard you.
I came and there were you.
You were there and i was too.
A happy me i was and a happy you i see.

But then, i woke up. o.o Demmit!

/alak

One Sunday

A whole day of satisfaction, joy, happiness, craziness, and unstableness.
And i manage to disappoint myself, yet again.

Accept je mende2 yg dioffer tuh boleyh? haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh >.<

But HEY! it was total fun! =) Thanks to all.

/alak

Choosing a Referee

Ripped this from here : http://content.mycareer.com.au/advice-research/resume/the-dos-and-donts-of-choosing-referees.aspx

The do’s and don’ts of choosing referees

When applying for a new position, strategically choosing the right referees requires as much thought as polishing your CV and preparing for that all-important job interview.

What’s more, in today’s competitive market, the outcome of a reference check can make or break your chances of securing your dream job.

So how can you maximise your chances of referee success? Amy Klingel, Division Director of Office Team, gives you the inside track on choosing your next referee:

Don’t: choose your buddies
According to Klingel, it’s always best to choose someone who can discuss your skills and experience in relation to the position you’re applying for. “Choosing a suitable referee is more than just getting someone to say something nice about you,” she says.

Do: provide a backgrounder
Brief your referee on the position you are applying for, including the qualities and characteristics you feel are essential for the role. It’s also a good idea to forward an updated copy of your CV to remind your referee of your accomplishments that may be of interest to a potential employer.

Don’t: choose a stranger
Ensure your referee is someone you have spoken to recently and with whom you have maintained a good relationship. Including references from your most recent employment can help highlight contemporary experiences in a concise manner.

Do: choose people you’ve worked closely with
A referee will need to demonstrate your strengths and experiences by providing examples of how you have applied your skills within the workplace. Will your referee be able to articulate this?

Don’t: forget to give a heads up
Let your referees know in advance that they may be contacted to allow them ample time to prepare. Apart from being the polite approach, this is also a great way to make sure contact details are correct and to discuss the role you’re applying for. Don’t presume a referee will effortlessly be able provide a captivating reference, especially if they’re caught unprepared.

Do: show your appreciation
Write a thank you note to each of your referees, letting them know the outcome of your job search. This can not only help expand your network, but can increase your job referrals, too.

So.... who is it? o.o

/alak

Having A Life

Life's not hard. The hard thing is having life itself.
To decide how do you go on with you life.

There will come a time in one's pathetic life; where he and him alone, have to decide his course. And for him to take his chosen course, he has to go ways; ways which he has not foresee in his last five years of joy and unplanned course of life.

He is sad to let it go; too late.
He is trying to lie to his own heart; he failed.
He is blaming him for his course; he just can't.

It's him anyway who's decision lies withl whom with that decision he charted a joyful, enjoyable, full, rich, glorious, satisfactory, confidence, knowing, lived -- yet now, just a tiny of it matters.

"Relax, you've just been erased." - Arnold Schwarnegger, Eraser (1996).

Allah will guide him, and only He who knows the best for His servants. InsyaAllah..

/alak

You

You are very much interesting.
intriguing if i may say.
Complex yet direct.
Straight but complicated.
A puzzle of one who's thought puzzled by you.
A puzzled one yourself.

Sometimes i saw it.
Sometimes i guessed it.
Sometimes i heard it.
Well, not.
You, being the puzzle,
I was actually fogged.
I was actually mislead.
I was actually deaf.
By your puzzle.

But you didn't even know it, don't you.
You being you.
Cheerful as always.
You came direct and back forth uncertain.
I'm here, on the other side, thinking what i was lead to think, misleading.

Nahh~ Let that cheerful you be you.
The puzzle makes me cheerful too!

Stay the way you are okay? Nyum2~ :)

//alak

You Know

When your friends are idling, you know that they are on ice, skating.
Demmit! haha

//alak

Beginilah

Bile x dapat, maka jadi beginilah.
Nak terbang, pelepah x kembang.
Nak berenang, insang x tahan.
Nak berlari, daya tiada.
Nak tidur, dah terang dunia.
Nak berdiri, memang dah tegak.
Nak duduk, malas beranjak.
Nak makan, poket dah kering.
Nak mandi, airnya kuning.
Nak, x dapat.
Maka jadi beginilah.

o.o

//alak

Distraction

Definitions of distraction on the Web:

mental turmoil; "he drives me to distraction"
an obstacle to attention
beguilement: an entertainment that provokes pleased interest and distracts you from worries and vexations
the act of distracting; drawing someone's attention away from something; "conjurers are experts at misdirection"
wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
Distraction is the diversion of attention of an individual or group from the chosen object of attention onto the source of distraction. ...
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distraction
Distraction is a British game show shown on Channel 4 and E4 in the United Kingdom. Presented by comedian Jimmy Carr, the show involves contestants answering questions, while being distracted in various bizarre, painful and humiliating ways.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distraction_(game_show)
This article describes rounds, events, individual distractions, and prize rounds featured on the comedy game show Distraction.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distraction_(game_show)_-_Events
We Don't Need to Whisper is the debut album by Angels & Airwaves. It was released on May 20, 2006 in Australia, on May 22 in the UK, and on May 23 in North America.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distraction_(song)
Something that distracts; The process of being distracted
en.wiktionary.org/wiki/distraction
distract - perturb: disturb in mind or make uneasy or cause to be worried or alarmed; "She was rather perturbed by the news that her father was seriously ill"
wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
distracted - having the attention diverted especially because of anxiety
wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
The Distractions were a punk rock/new wave band from Manchester, England.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Distractions
Distractions - "Distractions" is the fourteenth episode of the first season of the NBC science fiction drama series Heroes.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distractions_(Heroes)
Distractions is the third release on Fat Wreck Chords by punk band The Loved Ones. It is an EP that consists of three original songs and three covers. The song "Spy Diddley" is an outtake from the Keep Your Heart sessions. ...
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Distractions_(album)
DisTract is an unfinished distributed bug tracking system/issue tracking system written in Haskell. It stores its bug database in a monotone repository, and currently only works with the Firefox web browser. ...
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DisTract

You remember The Joker? In Dark Knight? he says, people won't panic even if something bad happens, as long as it goes to plan. Well, something like that, not exact, but at least that's what i thought he meant.. Hmm.. So... deriving from that... the act of me, chatting with you, will 'distract' you from your studying activity, although, even when i already receive my 'bye o/~', and the next thing is you updating your tweets with youtube video reviews and anonymous quotes, its okay right? cause you already 'plan' to listen to songs, watching youtube videos, reply to tweets, browsing pictures on blogs, retumbl something on tmblr, et cetera, its okay right? Those things won't destract you right? because you already 'plan' to do so during your studying.. NOPE. that IS your style of studying, or perhaps the alternate definition on 'focus on studying'. Ok. o.o

And yet, you're reading this. Haha.. just kidding.. Good Luck!! (^.^)Y

//alak

Curiosity Kills The Cat

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Sbbbbbbbbbbbbbb apeeeeeeeeeeeeee akuuuuuuuuuuuuu punyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kuriosityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tinggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sgttttttttttttttttt >_________________<

sbb ape
sbb ape
sbb ape
sbb apeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?????????????????
>_______________<

bukan nk bizibodi a.. p nk wt gane.. aku jenis ingin tahu.. aku jd kuries atas mende2 aku x sepatotnye tahu.. yg x perlu tahu.. yg x ingin diberitahu... haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"Ya Allah.. wi lah hambemu ini kesabaran.. >.< dan biarkanlah diri ini tahu membezekan informasi2 yg patot dan perlu utk dirinye, dan jadikanlah hambemu ini seorg yg pintar dan berhemah dlm mengendalikan informasi2 sedemikian.. Amin ya Allah.."

huhu.. mitok maap eh.. kalau lah dunia ni mubi hollywood, mmg aku sangkut dh mu kat rantai besi, aku torture2 ngan penunu bunsen nk korek info nye pasal.. haih.. xleh2.. aku janji dh kam.. -stopping- Dot.

EDITED:

Jap.. aku silap.. gile a.. hampir2 kufur nikmat aku gineh.. >.< kite kene besyukor dgn ape yg dikurniakan,.. baek otak yg suke berpikir, pening dgn curiosity sdirik dr otak lesu sengal x mampu memproses akal ilmu yg diberikan.. op? Alhamdulillah.. -,-

//a;alk

Ponytail~ <3

I love ponytails.. haha.. demmit!
especially those which bounce left and right when they're walking.. XD

I SMILE when i see one. :)

//alak

LOL T_____T

LOL. Laughing Out Loud. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LOL
Are we actually LAUGHING?
If we are, then are we actually laughing OUT?
And if we do laugh it out, is it as LOUD as the expression meant?

Nowadays boys and girls can have all the expressions in the world popping out on their screens, but do they actually meant it? For example sakes, you can be cursing your neighbor's dog while typing LOL on your YM window. Yeah, i'm sure you get what i mean.

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies." - She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5.

We, yup, me and you, and yeah, you too, you know who you are, we need to start expressing out our true LOLs, LMAOs and T__Ts. It's always hard, and not as smooth as taping three characters on your keyboard, It will not always be as sweet as Auntie Anne's caramel Dip, but after those words is out, it'll be just like Tropicana's Twister Orange, bitter and sour, but theres the delight after-taste there somewhere.

Cruel. Inconsiderate. Heartless. Nope. BIG NO.
Instead, its... Honesty. Friendship. Bitter Sweet. >.<

Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi
Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi
Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi
Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi
Kalau kita gumbira beginilah caranya
Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi
Kalau kita gumbira beginilah caranya
Kalau kita gumbira kata oi oi

Kalau kita nak buat apa-apa saja
Tak kira kecil besar tua muda
Kalau kita nak buat apa-apa saja
Tak kira kecil besar tua muda
Kita buat apa saja beginilah caranya
Mari-mari semua orang gumbira
Kita buat apa saja beginilah caranya
Mari-mari semua orang gumbira

Buat apa gaduh-gaduh sama kita
Malaysia kita ini kecik aja
Kalau semua gaduh sapa nak jaga…

:)


//alak

Terlajak

best nguh jd perahu. Buleh men reverse2 gitu je op..huhu~

>.<

//alak

Buah buahan?

Aku... baru gugel, dan baru tahu..
haha.. macam-macam. \~___~/

Blueberry im single
pineapple its complicated
raspberry im a touch and go woman
apple engaged
cherry in a relationship
banana im married
avocado im the other one
strawberry cant find the right one
lemon wish i was single
grape wants to get married

So.... "Pineapple Cherry Grape"...
means..... "Damn it's complicated! Not sure if this is a 'relationship' but huhu..i wanna get married >.<~"

ahahahaha.. ni leh kire encryption gk eh? XD

=)

//alak

Iri

Hmmmmmmmm..........................kenapa ada perasaan iri eh?
Tak memiliki tapi rasa mempunyai
Tapi, mana boleh..
Kalau tak punya, mana boleh milik,
Kalau tak milik, mana boleh iri.
Masing-masing dengan hak sendiri.

Tapi...........................kenapa ada perasaan iri eh?
Adekah...rasa sudah punya walau belum minta?
Adekah...rasa sudah milik walau belum diberi?

Jangan..
Jangan..
Kalau mahu punya, tanyalah.
Kalau mahu milik, sabarlah.
Iri?
Tak mengapa..
Iri tanda risau, bukan?
Iri tanda kasih, bukan?
Iri tanda sayang, bukan?
Iri tanda jaga.... Bukan juga?

Hmmmmmmm.......Iri eh...
Mengapa aku perlu iri.. >.<

//alak

N stands for Nok gop!

Tiwah, bia mu x tag aku ke sape ke, aku nk gk wt. Muahahahaha~

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Nikmohdadamhaf (sokmo tules gini kat tiket MAS)
2. A four letter word : Nokk~
3. A boy's name : Nash
4. A girl's name : Nurain
5. An occupation : Neurologist
6. A color : *No idea*
7. Something you'll wear: Necktie!
8. A food : Nine Inch Kabab? o.0?
9. Something found in the bathroom: Nose hair remover! XD
10. A place : Nerang
11. A reason for being late : "Nanti dah komfem aku bgtau" :)
12. Something you'd shout : Na na na na na~ (ganu kiteeee~ XD)
13. A movie title : Nang-nak
14. Something you drink : Nestle 123? XD
15. A musical group : No Doubt
16. An animal : Newt! ( http://bit.ly/eUK8d8 )
17. A street name : NKVE =p ( http://bit.ly/hlT7Lh )
18. A type of car : Noble-GT XD ( http://anse.rs/fhnRNA )
19. Title of a song : Nazraku by Spider <3

//alak

Few, who has lot

Mimpi
====

Aku mimpi sesuatu yg..erm.. unik semalam. Intipati mimpi itu? "Dua hari lagi"
Due hari? Due hari untuk apa? Apa akan terjadi dalam masa due hari?
Mimpi hanyalah mainan syaita kata orang. Tp................orang yang mengeluarkan kata-kata itu yang menyebabkan susah untuk aku mengabaikannya.
Ayah aku. Ya, ayah aku, dalam mimpi itu, ade watak ayah aku, dan die mengeluarkan kata-kata itu. Dua hari lagi.
Ouh, dan watak2 lain? Pelbagai. Ada Aina (Na'a). Ada Fendi, kawan aku semasa sekolah rendah. Ada mama, ibuku, Fauziah.

Selepas seberapa berfikir mengenainya, aku mungkin boleh kaitkan mimpiku itu dengan filem "Operation Takedown" yang aku tonton due malam lepas, dan ada satu babak dimana pelakon utamanya hanya ada "dua hari lagi" sebelum tempoh perbicaraan/percubaannya tamat. Mungkin dari situlah mimpiku datang. Hanya kerana satu ayat dr seorg pelakon yg melakonkan watak Kevin Mitnick yang amat aku kagumi.

But still, i do wish something exciting to happen to me, next two days. :)

Circle
====

What is #itu? It's just some reference to a group, or circle i'm currently spending most of my time with. Well, it's not a circle or a cult of some sort. It's my friends. How it's started was quite a story. Everyone seems to be having different startups story of their own. Well, of course i have my own version, and in my story, it evolves around only one person, well, that....we save that for another post. XD

Anyhow, circles. Circle of friends. You can belong to only one circle, but you certainly can attache to more. Or, being anti-social, you can have a circle of only you. that's, pathetic. A circle will only be a fun one, when it's members enjoys the company of the others in the same circle. What makes them one circle in the first place? Well, interest, common hobbies perhaps. Or other agenda? hidden aims? there surely is in my #itu circle. haih..

The fun.. well.. yeah, it's still "fun". it's still feel comforting to be in. It's still the circle where i can be myself. hey, but i miss the good old moments where we don't have to be so secretive, because there's nothing to hide. i miss the moments, where w don't have to be someone else when we are in front of everyone else. I miss the moments when we only are friends, and only friends.

but hey, we're all human. Even i noticed that i've changed. Qouting Ana "Adam lenim dh x best cm Adam dulu..". Syet! what happened? Ughhhhhhhh >.<

You know why? Two words. "2nd agenda". Nope, not gona elaborate. Observe. And i'm one of those people with my own "2nd agenda". Haih..

Kita dah banyak kali sangat jumpa sesame kita until kita dah busan ngan same sendiri, ekceli bukan busan, dah x dak point. haha. Nahhh~ Abaikan, i love you guys. Sekepale org kite kate. Sek kito blako Iwe kate. lek a.. op?

Ok, dah, cukop buat sementara ini.. :) Damn, life is interesting.

One Word
======

Don't know how, at Bukit Tinggi, suddenly there comes the idea to describe the othe persons with only one word. And below is the list that i got, people describing me:

- Mastersaiko
- Mastersaiko
- Mastersaiko
- Jahak
- XXXL
- Listener

Well, i take that as a compliment. And what do i have to write about me own self? "2nd agenda". XD
And for the others, hopefully you all can relate to what i wrote about you guys. Those words, well, they should somehow describe you. Not as a whole, but partly. hehe.. ouh, one more thing, maybe it's not related, but when you are trusting your friends to describe you, doesn't that show that you trust them? Good. :)


//alak

Kengkawan

Kawan-kawan

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Ouh, mcm2 lah kawan-kawan saya ini.. -___________-" sigh~

//alak

Annoyed

OK! Fine.. semenjak setenagh tahun lepas, aku nye perangai nyekit maken manjadi2.. sket2 nk sarcastic, sket2 nk nganjing, sket2 nk bako.. tp, padahal aku sdirik gk tebako.. demmit!

Aku... akan cube ubah.. tp tgk a gane.. hmmmm..

ok.. abeh dh. tp nk nyelet gk ni sket..

nk kabo oyap sket ne, tau dh mu x bahi aku, fine, x ape a, biar a aku seko diri, tp jgn wt dop layan gituh, kang aku wt nyekit sungguh kang jd putuh line telepon teruh lop kang.. haih.. nk tanye se due hal je bek eh.. pahtu aku x kaca doh la.. g a mu mapuh seko diri..

huh!

-away-

//alak

Life, and Expectations

So... went to Gopeng today with Iz, my ex-rumate. Went to Abeed's wedding reception. Arrived late tho.. majlis should end by 3, but we are just starting to look for pinggan and cedok nasik at 3.30! haha.. COngratz ex ex ex ex ex ex rumet ku, Abeed. He's my first rumet in UTP.. :)~

Talked quite a lot with Iz on the way.. Life, mostly. updates on each other. Iz, good for you, hope your business blooms well, and same for me too.. X[

Then in one slot, there comes, her. E. triggered when Iz mentioned Khalish.. haih.. why must Khalish be born at the same day as hers. Demmit Iz, aku dah dpt jd 'Heaven' die kot! syilake ayam! haha.. well Iz, if you're reading this, spkay la.. cam ko ckp la.. nk wat cmana.. x dak jodoh.. demmit! tp still aku nk kate "salah kO!" tobat x moh dh kasik phone kat ko kalau ade lagi situasi seumpama mlm tu lg.. haha

Well, life goes on. Hopefully 2011 i can be more and more and more discipline, more control of my inner self, more alert to changes, more friendly.. hmm.. let just list down a few azam of this 2011:

- to be less talkative and more sharp to others. well, i'm a bit banyak ckp after all.

- to be more rajin for my side projects. JasaByte, i will try my best!

- modo, ewe, aku akan berusaha push gk CI tuh.. X[

- semoga Allah S.W.T. buke pintu hatiku kepada-Nya.. i am wayyyyy behind in terms of keagamaan X[

- i am definitely getting a house! huh! XD

- ouh, and g33k aim for 2011, i want to master b0f and RE by November 2011! yeah~ :D

All in all, rabbana atina fi dunnya hasanah, wa fil aakhirati hasanah, wakina azab an-nar.. amiin ya rabbal a'laminnnn.. -,-

Happy neu year all.. :)

//alak