i can know

i can know when theres something not right somewhere within me.
each and every time.
most of the time i choose to ignore and act as if everything is as per my normal typical daily life of me.
but it just shows.
i mean, its me,
i know i am not right somewhere in me,
how can i be not wrong at the same time?
its just not right.
it shows.
people will see if there is something not right with me.
it shows.
and i know when theres something not right within me.
each and every time.
i may choose to ignore it now.
but it shows.
if not now, it will show.
again, i may choose to ignore it.
but it shows.
it does.
just like right now. o.o

/alak