Hi,
Its been a while since my last post. Sep 16.
Its 27 Oct, and seriously a lot has happened, and seriously its hard even for me to handle, for me to digest, for me to cope, for me to lead, for me to decide, for me to assess, for me to sigh... ~___~
That Wednesday my mama called, "aboh saket2 dada, smlm mama ngurut semlman.. pagi ni ok sket.. tak tahu a.. mebi kene gi spital gok ne.." me, as usual, silence, like to keep it simple, kalau sakit, nk tahan ke xx? kalau xmxoh, gi cari ubat, spital or kelinik. Its not that simpel after all..
Friday, aboh agree nk gi IJN, aboh kate nk gi lepas mama abeh masok2.. so tinggal ke kak siti tolong jage kedae.. menurut cerite, aboh drive sdiri, aboh gi kedae gunting rambut luh, kemas2, and even sebelum kuor, die mintok mama potong kuku.. >.<
Sampai IJN, jumpe doktor, mama kol, mama kate aboh maybe admitted, lame sket, mama kol lagi, yup, doktor immediately admit aboh ke ward. mama kol lg, mama kate mari a spital, aku kate hmm.. tgk a nt lepas kije apih gi stert IJN a.. i was from my office that evening, amek teksi, stret gi IJN.
mama kol, mama kate kompem aboh kene urgent undergo surgery, kene replace tiub, daroh beku clogging.. 2nd injap may be prob gk... and operation maybe ari sabtu pagi..
aku? ape aku buat? derhake-ly aku gi Castle baru.. cilake-ly aku gi tgk wayang.. ughhhhhhh >.<
pagi2.. kul.. 8 pagi gituh.. sabtu.. nabila and ima mari ambik kat umah sewa.. beli sik mak, bungkus sik dagang ke mama.. gi IJN.. makan kat kafe IJN, belom jumpe aboh.. sbb.. x xleh masuk lg.. and jumaat ptg tuh dah jumpe sekali..
mama kate mebi dok nk pospon sket, bukan pagi.. tp doktor kate nk operate arituh gk.. then mamanaek.. jumpe doktor.. doktor kate mebi lam kul 3/4 so lam kul 2 kene prepare dh..
aku naek gi atas.. bilik menunggu kat CCU.. tetibe tgk2 sume ddah ade.. mak sedare.. bapak sedare.. ibu spupu.. bapak spupu.. spupu2... kawan2.. semua. alhamdulillah.. tgk, masuk IJN boleh jd alasan utk satukan family kan? :)
kul 1.. cik doh kate cik doh nk gerak dah die ade open house.. atierah punye open house rasenye kalau xx silap.. then die nk grk, acu nk grk, mama lop kate tetibe, doktor nk wt operation skrg gk! urgently, and tgah prep dh.. >.<
so.. kami sume amek telefon aboh, telefon mama, telefon ssdirik, kol semua org yg ade lam phone book, kol kol kol kol kol kol kol. ramae dtg.. alhamdulillah semua sempat smpae sebelum aboh masuk bilik operation.. aboh.. relax je.. die.... cam tahu2 je.. x nanges x sedeyh, senyum cria, wt lawok cam bese a.. T____T
ok.. skip sket.. nurse and mama tolok kuor dr CCU, aboh dh pakae baju operate ijau tuh, ade la masuk2 air kat lengan sume.. sebelum tuh, dr mlm sabtu ari jumaat tuh dh aboh bising2.. maroh ke doktor, well bukan maroh a.. meecok sket.. pasal ape?/ sbb dok x wi makan.. haha aboh.. gitu okmo.. suke makan T______________T
ok..rupenye itu adalah last moment utk aku tatap aboh senyum, utk tatap aboh ceria, utk tatap aboh wt lako.. utk tatap aboh gura2 ngan khalish.. dr pintu CCU.. kona kiri.. depan bilik menunggu.. stert... lepas pintu kuar CCU/ICU.. stert.. lepas lif.. stert.. lepas vending machine.. stert.. lepas PICU.. eh sini ke last tmpat leh folow? doktor cam ade sebut pasal limit is at redline.. ouh alamka.. aboh, maap., x dang salam.. laju ngat nurse tolok.. eh.. babai aboh assalamualaikum.. eh.. ouh silap2.. bukn situh.. still boleh polo ag.. "ahahahhah.." bising kejap kat situh.. geme2.. "syhhhhhh" sume sound same sdiri.. ok sume tenag mula.. polo lg.. stert.............. smpae la lam bilik yg ade 'redline'.. ok.. sebbek dr depan CCU akud ah pesan kat hazim tlg amek video gune BB die.. that was the ponly and last alive video of aboh. i will cherish that forever. thanx zim.
aku sebak. aku tahan. lek a.. mane leh sedeyh.. org nk gi operation room ko9t.. sush a kalau nk nages2 sedeyh.. gile down org nk gi operate.. haih2.. teguh2.. "cis.. ko ckp senag a.. cube ko jd aku" "T_____T"
dotor dg, doktor tanye "ecik.. encik name sape?" "nik othman" "ni sape yg sign ni?" "sy sdiri" "ni betul ye signature encik?" "aa..yup betul" ayoh dialog dgn doktor.. nurse redi je.. doktor redi je..
Last Farewell.
semua salam. cium tggn. cium pipi. semua mintak halal. adek bradek aboh. biras2 aboh. mama. apih. wina. ima. nabila. husna. khalish. semua. daddy long ye pegang pale aboh.. bkpe aku tatau.. T________________________________________T
aku start blur2 dh oenglihatan.. syet! demmit airmate. diam2 suda a. ima mari hulur tisu. syet! dah mengalir ke. aku tunduk. ok doktor kate "ok..." die start tarek katel. nurse mari nk tolok katel. aboh T_______T
anoh amsuk lam pintu tuh. ade cermin. napok katel kene tolok. aboh angakat tgn kalau x silap. aku? aku stert tunduk je, lari kluor, telanggor a few mok sedare kalau x silap. maap. stert..... jalan laju.. steret...... gi ke bilik air depan bilik mennuggu td.. x thn. masuk2 ade cleaner.. tgh clear kan tong smpah. maap abg/kakak kliner, sy nk tumpang basuh muke. lime minit kot.. tahan2.. esak2.. basuh muke.. tarek napas panjang.. kuar2.. edi ade.. haziq ade.. hazim msg dh "aku balek lu pih.." kuor jumpe cik ani.. aku kate "lapo.. jom makan" jenguk mama jap "ma.. apih gi kafe jap.. lapo lop"
......................... 11.30 mlm..kene gi ICU kat building baru. mama dipanggeyl masusk lam kul 12 gituh kot. -xmoh cite dh-
Nik Othman Bin Nik Abdul Kadir disahkan tiada 27/9/2010 11.45 malam. selamat dikebumikan 28/9/2010 di perkuburan di losong.. sebelum zohor dah siap.. alhamdulillah.. aboh maap, insyaAllah sy cube jd anok soleh yg doa nye smpae sbagai tinggaln sseorg yg kembali ke rahmatullah..
ok. dah.
ape lagi? ouh! aku quit IP ServerOne and joined SCAN Associates :D Pilihan bijak? ilihan menarek? pilihan betul? pilihan puas? x tahu lg.. tp so far, so good :) Maap mr Lee, i really really really appreciate the oppurtunity you've given me in IPS1, for someone with no qualification, you accepted me, and i seriously cherish and appreciate that soooo much! Somehow Allah will give me the chance to repay that.
SCAN? baru hari ke-8 ni.. lek luh.. we'll see how.. :)
ape lagi? x tahu la.. ade la fw minor2 things.. ouh ye, congratz Teng =D Hai nadiah o/~ =D J0m? =p
tuh je dulu kot.. tetibe saket dada dh meniarap ccam ni.. kene goso baju nk gi keje satlg.. lunch2.. -away-
p/s: dem.. baur pasan.. laju je atiezul nk polo.. haha
//alak
